Feeling Antsy!

Let me back up to a couple of days.  I have been quite sleepy lately.  Energy zapped by the time I get home.  The other evening I slept for hours, even missing my nightly insulin dosage.  The next morning I woke up with the worst feeling.  I couldn’t place it, but I felt like something was not right.  I was worried about the baby especially of course.  Was my intuition telling me something or was it something else in my life that was bothering me?  I honestly felt like staying home in bed all day.  I felt better once I got moving around, but I couldn’t shake the feeling.  Thankfully everything was ok and the feeling subsided.  I feel like I need to take care of things in my life I have been avoiding.  I need to see the dentist.  I need to organize my craft station.  I need to put away clothes and throw away some too.  I’ve got to start thinking about the babies’ room.  There’s just so much.  Between the babies, the money, the trip, the sale, work, whewey there’s a ton to do!  It just keeps popping up in my head that there’s not that much time between now and early January.  At work they are starting to prepare for the two pregnant ones to be out at the same time.  My mind races all day and I think this is why I’ve been so tired.   On Saturday we are going to my cousin’s baby shower.  Now, this is a cousin I’ve never met, and we will see cousins we haven’t seen in years!  I’m excited to be able to have a connection again to my dad’s family.  I hope we can continue to plan things and keep in touch.  I would love for the kids to have more family in their lives.  Of course, when there is gift giving involved I go overboard.  This is no exception.  And seeing as this is the first time I get to proudly show off my talent (which may very well be the only one I have) of gift making.  This basket is outrageous.  Not tacky outrageous of course, but it’s just big!  Lot’s of stuff in this thing.  And Daniel is amazed when I do things like this, including my card that I created.  It felt good to be creative and I enjoy it.  If I had the courage to attempt to make a small home business I would, but I tend to stay in my comfort zone.  Everyone tells me I need to just go for it, that I have the eye for things like this.  People tell Daniel too, but I just like my dependable paycheck and insurance!!! 

So, Adam and Joshua spent the day together today.  Ms. Jean said all they did was fight.  I hope this is not what happens on the trip!  Hopefully tomorrow will go better for them.  Adam seems to be in a mood this evening so maybe he was just being feisty!

I am going to go try to do something mindless now….