Hiccup!

Isabelle gets the hiccups a few times a day.  I can watch her “breathe” too.  I’ve been having more contractions, a few that I even timed just to be sure they slowed down rather than get faster.  It’s hard to believe that she’ll be here no later than next Thursday.  Tomorrow is my last day of work and it’s only half a day.  And I have a sono at 11:30 so I will finish up before that.  I will have to force myself to enjoy the boredom. 

I am feeling insecure and actually kinda paranoid.  There are some things that are on my mind and I can’t even describe them, but they’re hard to deal with when the rest of my world is about to so full!  I’m taking it one day at a time, perhaps it’s just typical hormonal very pregnant feelings.  I guess time will tell.

Adam is having behavior issues.  He’s such a rough little boy.  So sweet too, but he doesn’t know that his throwing can hurt.  I think all the sports he watches with his daddy is definitely influencing him.    The sitter is also working with him on this so hopefully we’ll see and improvement like we had before. 

So, now the worry begins.  Will we be able to live on half my salary?  What if Adam doesn’t adjust well?  Daniel tells me not to worry, but that’s just not my nature.  I know it frustrates him, but it’s just me.  I’ve got two calls in to the dr. office, but neither have been returned.  ARGH!  Next week is going to be interesting.  There is a chance the delivery date will be moved up.  That would be exciting!  I can’t wait to see my baby girl.  More than that, I can’ wait to see my little boy see his sister!  I’ll be a crying mess I’m sure.