Sooner Than I Thought

I managed to finally get into the dr.  After numerous phone calls, Daniel got through to someone.  They told him that my dr. is out of the office today and tomorrow.  I was even more upset since during my calls no one had bothered to tell me any of this information.  Anyway, the other dr. could get me in.  I said no when Daniel had them on the phone.  Then they called me and asked me to come in.  I said that I might as well wait until Wednesday now.  She said that the dr. would prefer I come in today because of the diabetes.  So, now I was a priority!    I’m glad I went in.  My blood pressure was a little high.  Well, high for me.  I normally run about 120/70.  Today I was 130/78.  Still normal, so it was no concern to them.  I did get to have a sono just to measure her and make sure all was still on track.  She asked when the scheduled date was and I told her.  She said that she had delivered a few of my dr’s patients via c-section in the last couple of days.  So, she looked into possibly booking me for an earlier time slot.  3pm was going to make for a long day, especially since I can’t eat prior to the surgery.  Not good when you’re also diabetic.  This awesome dr. and nurse called the hospital and got it all setup for Wednesday Jan. 7th and 7:30am!  Awesome!  Now, she’ll be born early and we can start recovering and bonding together!!!!!!!  It’s sinking in slowly.  The main thing I’m dreading is that when you come out of surgery and are so groggy and shaking so bad.  Once we all get in the room I would like for just the four of us to have a little while to bond before everyone else gets to hold her.  That’s how it plays out in my head, I just hope I can have this one wish.

Adam’s sitter says he is ready for his role as a big brother.  She said that he is so good and gentle with the babies.  I can’t wait to see his face.  It’s going to be such a moment in my life.  To see my two babies together! 

I’m glad it’s on Wednesday now.  This means I should come home probably Saturday.  Now, the time really gets exciting.  Gotta get the bottles sterilized.  Gotta get her clothes packed since I’ll know what the weather will be like.  It’s really happening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Soon, she’ll be in my arms and I can finally know that everything will be ok.